When I sat down to write to you, I wanted to tell you so much about my world. How I see things and past souls to start with, how I know how to heal, how I see the levels of Soul life unfolding, and even more than that.
But most of all, I wanted to connect to your soul. I wanted your soul to awaken and jump with joy when my words came to you.
How do I do that?
I was talking to another psychic not too long ago, and I told him that I wanted to write and connect with people and their souls. He told me that he sometimes gets lost in his work, and his mind goes blank. “then you just make up some stuff that sounds like it fits in,” he told me.
I was dumbstruck by his words; how could this man with the trust people show him have this approach to his work. I did not know what to say or how to react. I told him I would never do any such thing, and I would instead not say or write anything at all.
When I wanted to write today it got me thinking about him. I always want to be sure I have my integrity all set before I communicate anything to anyone. Over the years, I have learned how to stay within my boundaries and understand what I could never do and what I love to do.
I am not casting judgment over him; it is his business, and he will learn what he needs to learn. I can tell you what I have learned and how I would do things.
When I was a child, and this gift was still an early age, it seemed so natural to me. I thought others felt the same way and that they would be able to do the same things as me, maybe they were just slower. As I grew older, I understood that I was nothing like others, and they nothing like me. I was in my early teens once I realized that this gift was not always fun, and not always a blessing.
I have had a rough learning path, but also always understood that I had to go through a lot of things for me to help others. It felt different when it was a learning process and not personal.
Being past 40 now, I understand that all of my life, I have been building learning blocks on learning blocks for me to know empathically and as a psychic what different experiences and feelings are so that I can better describe what I am shown and given when I talk to others.
I do not need to make up things because I have a clear connection to spirit and don’t need to. The connection is clear I know what they want to say. I am not like others who go to school to learn how to be a psychic; I am just me.
It took me years to get to this point in my life, but I know I am gifted and blessed.
So back to my many messages, that is only one.
I want you to know that if you are turning 30 or 40 or even 50 and still do not have a clear direction in life. Do not panic; maybe you are not ready and have not learned enough yet. Your time will come, and some of the most exceptional people have started a whole new life doing what they love later rather than sooner in their life.