90 days of regression part 2
Today I had my first regression therapy session with a woman, ”Emily”, who will be having 90 days of “regression boost.” ”Emily” is an independent business woman, yet she still has a very hard time finding her place in the world both privately and professionally.
From the outside her life looks great; she is married to a great guy who would go to the moon and back for her if she asked for it. They have two kids together, a boy and a girl. But for some reason she feels lost, alone and confused. My hope is for her to put all the pieces of the puzzle of her life together through sessions and regression therapy.
When I had the first session with “”Emily”” she told me that she could see mountains, white houses and roses. After some time it was apparent that she was in Switzerland around 1849. At first she was around 8-9 years old. She had leather shoes with a strap, was in a red dress and wearing an apron. She saw a heavy man with a big cart who turned out to be her father. He was a miller and he loved her very much. He was heavy in an unhealthy way. He changed over the years she told me, and he was hard on her. “He hit me, but not until later in life” she said, but she still knew that her father loved her. She could sense the big mill and that it was damp and cold inside.
She couldn’t tell if she had any siblings or not. “My mom died when I was born” she told me.
She shifted to her death in that life. “I fell out of a church tower, or I was pushed. I was pushed!!” she looked sad and surprised and continued; “I was only 16 years old, and I died because of something with a romance, my father was angry. I was there to meet someone I loved.” “My name is Rachel but everyone calls me Elisa. I don’t know why they do that but they do. “My father hits me because I am the only woman in the house, and have to take care of everything in the house. He wants me to obey him”.
When we ended the regression she was amazed at all the details and how it felt now that she could remember everything.
We have since then been looking for the town and it was there, just like she said it was. Even the name was even the same. I asked her what she thought she would learn from this, how would she use it in this life. At first she didn’t understand, but asked what I thought. I told her that in this life she also has a troubled relationship with her father. In this life she was estranged from him, because she does not fit in his picture of what a perfect daughter is. “Emily” did, in her former life, have a troubled relationship with her father also because she didn’t fit his picture of what a perfect daughter was. He even hit her, and eventually she died an early and gruesome death. It might not have been her father that killed her back then, but it was a troubled relationship.
She suddenly understood after talking about her lives then and now, that she was much stronger in this life because she stopped listening to the notions about how she should be. She has taken a stand and in this life she is trying to be herself and not to live op to someone else’s picture of perfect.